You are headed on the right path. You are not headed in the direction of the world. You are on the path to life. Jesus is your Ssvior and your Lord. You have chosen the narrow path to life. Good job. You have chosen to deny yourself, surrender yourself to the Lord, and follow Him. Now, I want you to know that even though it is not a life of roses, it is a great life and you become free of the natural world. You are free of what society holds you. Jesus was set you free from the law od sin and death. He has also set you free from the world. You are in the Book of Life because you chose to give your life to Jesus. You will be in the blissful, happiness of heaven from the rest of your eternal life. Your life as a Christian will be a light to others. You will find joy as a Christian and on the Christian path. You are on the path to salvation so keep on that path and if you keep going, you will be at the final present, the gift of heaven!